Have The T-Shirt’s recent post has inspired me! With the dismal cloud of Christmas looming over us, I’m going to follow in her footsteps, and make a list for Santa!
This isn’t a list of presents I’m going to buy other people, nor is it a list of presents I’d like. It’s a list of (mostly [...]
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Christmas Wishes..
Posted in Blog Pimping, Childcare, Children, England, Everybody's Talking About, Eye Candy, Family, Rant, Relationships, Secrets, Sex, Teaching, Weird and Wonderful, blogging, culture, growing up, humour, women, tagged Alan Rickman, apologies, Baby, Best Friend, Blog Pimping, Blogs, Burton Hillis, Cars, Childcare, Christmas, Christmas List, Christmas Wishes, Dear Santa, Education, Family, Fantasy, Forgiveness, Genie, Gina, Granddad, Have The T Shirt, humour, Jimmy Choo, Magic Lamp, Marriage, Mel Gibson, Mid-Life Crisis, Mother In Law, Multiple Orgasms, quotes, Santa, Shar Pei, Shoes, Teachers, Teaching, Thank you, Threesome, Unrealistic, Wedding, Wishes, Xmas on October 22, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I Have This To Regret..
Posted in Family, Love, Personal, Relationships, Secrets, men, women, tagged David Grayson, doubt, Friends, Friendship, looking back, Love, M, Marriage, Past, Proposal, quotes, regret, Relationships, Sex, The Other-Half, Wedding, what if?, Work on September 16, 2008 | 2 Comments »
“Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.”
~ David Grayson
Nearly four years ago, despite me being in a relationship, someone asked me to marry them. Granted, it was after we’d slammed three shots of tequila in a row. But he meant it, and I knew.
He [...]
Forgive and Forget..
Posted in Family, Love, Personal, Relationships, Secrets, growing up, men, women, tagged apologies, Best Friend, Best Friends, bestfriend, Bride, bridesmaid, bullshit, childhood, engaged, Fiancé, Friends, Friendship, Groom, growing up, Love, Marriage, Mistakes, Relationships, Wedding, wedding ring, weddings on September 1, 2008 | 2 Comments »
After ignoring my calls for a significant amount of time, my best friend called, and said the three words I dreaded most..
“Can we talk?”
And so, we talked.
(Well, he bullshitted, and I listened.)
“I didn’t mean it, any of it, it was just pre-wedding jitters, and I’m sorry.
I know I’m an asshole for complicating things, so can [...]
Kiss Me Where It’s Sore..
Posted in Love, Personal, Relationships, Secrets, men, tagged Anger, Angry, Best Friend, bestfriend, Bride, Fiancé, Future, Groom, Hurt, Kiss, Lies, Marriage, Memories, Past, Regina Spektor, Secrets, trust, Wedding on August 27, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Once I’d had time for his words to sink in, I stopped being worried, I stopped being concerned that he would make a mistake. And I started being angry with him, for the first time.
Angry that he could have been so selfish. Angry that he opened his enormous man-mouth. Angry with him [...]
The Anti-Wedding Dress..
Posted in Love, Personal, Relationships, Secrets, tagged Best Friend, bestfriend, bridesmaid, Fiancé, Lies, Love, Marriage, platonic, Shopping, trust, Wedding, wedding dress, women on August 24, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I spent the morning with his fiancé, holding the material at the back of ghastly wedding dresses that were at least three sizes too big for her tiny frame. She hated every dress, and I hated every second of standing there with a head full of lies.
She found a copper coloured dress that looked [...]
To Have, To Hold, To Regret..
Posted in Family, Love, Personal, Relationships, Secrets, growing up, men, tagged Marriage, The Other-Half, Secrets, Best Friend, Joni Mitchell, Lucky Girl, Fiancé, Wedding on August 23, 2008 | 7 Comments »
My best friend is getting married. (Yes, he beat me to it, the bastard.)
Thank God we wont have to honour our 30-year-old-and-single agreement though (everyone has one of those, right?). The thought of spending the second half of my life sleeping next to his hairy back and loud snoring is enough to tip [...]
Honey, I’m Home!
Posted in Personal, Relationships, Secrets, Work, tagged career, change, moving on, TDH on March 5, 2008 | 4 Comments »
It took a while (a long while) to pull myself together after the TDH fiasco. To cut a long story short, he completely shafted me, by stealing my client, and nearly losing me my job. And unsurprisingly, I haven’t spoken to him since (client-stealing-bastard that he is). In an attempt to avoid [...]







